I wanted to make this because I’ve only ever been venting on this forum and being extremely negative about myself all the time. I feel like that’s pretty unfair, so yeah I don’t know.
I had a pretty good day today. I got up at like two in the afternoon, I didn’t eat much, but hey, at least I got up right? Better than not. I tried listening to some new music but I just ended up listening to pretty similar music that I always listen to. Not a huge deal. I watched someone play a horror game too, I’m a big fan of horror games and since I don’t have my computer I just watch other people play them lmao. I also finished the seventh season of Blacklist today, that’s pretty cool. For those that don’t know, Blacklist is a TV show by NBC about an FBI agent with a very complicated life. I’d recommend watching it, it’s very entertaining. Engaging and a bit exciting I guess? I’m not sure what genre it is.
Anyway. I played cards, me and one of my younger brothers were engaging in tomfoolery to annoy the fuck out of our parents. Very fun. I had a lot of fun today. I really wish that everyone on here recovers man. I’m really far away from recovery but at least I have good days man. I thought they had ran out but apparently not. I’m grateful that I got to live to see this day.
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Hey, that awesome!! Good for you 🙂
I also watch people play horror games lol.
Wow, I’m really glad to hear this!! Please write more such posts, I like it! ^^,
I’m reallg glad you got up from bed and that everything went well! Thank you for pointing out the little things in life, I should appreciate them too! ^^,
As for horror games, there’s this app “Granny” you may like it if you haven’t played it already ^^,
I’m more into fighter plane war games up lately, and perhaps house renovation too.
oh, I know that game “granny”! I think its pretty entertaining lol
Great! ^^,
Yeah, I have tried that! I liked it, but I couldn’t figure out how to get out of the house lol, I’m terrible at looking for things like keys and phones and whatever irl so it’s even worse in games because then I have to think extra hard to remember where I haven’t been, especially when there’s a crazy grandma chasing me lol
One step at a time ^^,
Yeah, I too find myself too tired to think often. There’s so much info everywhere
This book-summary is helping me get things done : https://www.grahammann.net/book-notes/discipline-equals-freedom-field-manual-jocko-willink
reading this made me so happy. i’m so glad to hear that you had fun today. you may be far from recovery, but you’re certainly not moving backwards. and… you got out of bed! massive improvement! i know how hard that is, the getting up part is the hardest. remember to take notice of any differences in your routine that made you feel better so that you can try and recreate them.
hmm, it’s hard for me to notice changes in routine like that. I’ll have to think pretty hard on it… I’m happy that I could make you happy though. I agree though, getting up is hard… I’m glad I could do it yesterday. I tried to do the same things today that I did yesterday but I don’t know, my mind isn’t exactly stable.