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I used to come to this site a lot as a 13 year old. My username was MadeToFade.
Im Jamie. I’ll be 24 in late July of 2021. Before suicideproject was a .org, I came to type out my feelings. I expressed my frustrations and sadness, but I also conversated with a male 22 years older than myself on that website, underneath the old username Ive given above.
Due to observation by members of the site, it was pointed out that “Nolen” was in fact an adult, and “MadeToFade” was in fact a minor.
I am thankful that someone noticed and felt alarmed enough to say something.
Unfortunately, the observations and comments werent enough for a criminal charge, or much of an interrogation at all.
I am coming to this website now because I have no one to talk to about this particular time in my life. Well, I have a few people (including a licensed therapist) that I could go into detail with, but it is very, very uncomfortable. My hope is that this place will be the one where I can share my experiences openly and readily, as I assume that you, the reader, is not familiar with me personally and probably has no idea what I look like, who my family is, or how exactly this all played out and the shockwaves it has sent throughout my family and into my future.
I am deeply troubled by our world’s treatment of victims, especially in recent years. I am also deeply troubled by false accusations. My experiences are anything but false. I live every day hoping that I die.
Right now it is 1:30am. I have to sleep for work in the morning. Ill be back.


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MissDysphoria 6/11/2021 - 2:23 am

I feel you love, similar situations etc if u wanna talk feel free to do me


MissDysphoria 6/11/2021 - 5:59 am


brodie3750 6/12/2021 - 9:24 am

Likewise to the above
Always open to chat and talk if you need/feel like you have no one you can readily go to.

Due to the contents of the thread I feel inclined to let you know that I am 25/M so as to make sure whoever it is you decide to speak to, you feel comfortable from the get go given your experience.

If you need someone to just talk to, I’m always open to a chat. Feel free to dm and we can go from there or otherwise reach out to one of the many lovely people who are here for you

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