i just want to die rn
i want to bash my head off something until it bleeds
i want to cut as the blood drains from me
if i had the diy med from MAID i would be taking it rn. my husband would wake up and find me dead on the floor. my friends would message looking for me, but i wont respond. my bff will get home from work, but my messages wont be there to greet him. nothing more than a “goodbye im sorry i had to”
JUST FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY!!!!!
love means nothing when you cant feel it and the pain is too great…….
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Love just becomes the pain for me. Im such a mess right now Im getting back with my ex wife and im happy about it. I think it has become fighting fire with fire for me. I would rather not wake up for another day though. This endless maze of hell never stops. 6 months ago my ex wanted to die with me. Now she wants me to hold onto this friken life. I wish she would make up her mind but we do have 2 grown children so I suppose thats why we are still here.