maybe they just couldnt handle it being a black mark in their brain? maybe it doesnt matter if everything is fixed. the pain, the memory, will still be there.
living hurts an awful lot these days, trust me the loss of you individually is a drop in the bucket of the ocean of BS. Not to deminish your importance, far from it, but to indicate the amount we are losing EVERY FUCKING DAY…. I can’t take it better than anyone else, I’ve just worked really hard not letting myself start a method to die…… like no one knows, I’d be an expert noose tyer by now [is it tyer? I’m very tired], and they don’t appreciate it, not a one of them appreciate the work I do not to get good at knots again. I was an Eagle Scout, I used to be able to tie a knot like nobody’s business.
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living hurts an awful lot these days, trust me the loss of you individually is a drop in the bucket of the ocean of BS. Not to deminish your importance, far from it, but to indicate the amount we are losing EVERY FUCKING DAY…. I can’t take it better than anyone else, I’ve just worked really hard not letting myself start a method to die…… like no one knows, I’d be an expert noose tyer by now [is it tyer? I’m very tired], and they don’t appreciate it, not a one of them appreciate the work I do not to get good at knots again. I was an Eagle Scout, I used to be able to tie a knot like nobody’s business.