im only 14 and i dont eat. when i do, i purge. i used to be a straight a student but im falling behind. everytime i try to live, it gets harder for me. i sound like an ungrateful wuss for saying id kill myself bc things are too hard. but my energy to keep going decreases everyday. i just wonder if i would, if everyone would be better off if i was gone. i really cant do this.
sincerely, a hopeless nightmare
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did your eating disorder come before suicidal thoughts or the other way around? curious because I have the same 2 problems and I can’t figure it out.
hello, i am 10 days late to this so i’m hoping everything is okay. i understand how much it can be for a 14 year old ( i as well is 14) i know it can be difficult to eat as you can feel guilty when it does but even if it’s really hard you should try little by little but don’t stress yourself about it too much. also, getting older means more responsibility and more work you are either in 8th or in highschool those two are VERY difficult and if you get a couple of bad grades it’s okay. grades don’t define who you are. i don’t know you personally but i would really like to ( if you’re comfortable) but finding a will to live can be very hard to find but along the road of living you’ll find some. i used to think the same as “ if i disappear everyone will be better off” honestly i don’t think so ( i’m not trying to guilt trip you if it seems like it) but there would be people that miss you, you just don’t think that but there is. i do hope you are okay