Life: what was that about being rejected??

Because the problems i do have apparently isnt problematic enough.
The damn government wants to make the min $26/hr. I cant afford that!! If this goes through i wont even get the chance to open.
Its been the one thing ive held on to. Its the one “big” thing i want out of life. And its gone before i had a chance. I even already have the open sign…

I have my cats, my grandfather and my brothers now. I talk to 1 brother maybe once every few months because of my stupid parents. I barely talk to my grandfather. And my cats, theyd get over it im sure.

I have no personal reason to live…

It doesnt matter….it probably isnt going to happen anyway

Just fucking awesome.

I figured id at least give things until after christmas so i can spend it with my grandfather, but that might not be happening. They might be reinstating the notravel thing (and probably will because people are idiots). Idk, they arent saying anything. Of course, im sorry, im the idiot for expecting the government to be clear about things. They already made my anxiety a million times worse by not being clear about shit.

I havent had a christmas with my grandfather since i was 10…… I just wanted one more christmas…. :'(

Governments are fucking useless. They werent even following their own fucking rules last year.

Loner

i should get a phone plan. i cant even make a 13$ phone plan worth it. Ouch, when you feel its a waste of money to spend 13$ to talk to people.

Not gonna talk to you. I talk to you on another phone and dont need to confuse you. Give it to my dad? So we can not talk. I cant find 1 positive to getting a phone plan.