I dont have anyone to talk to. I don’t want to talk to anyone. But I do. The people I typically would talk to are busy. I don’t really feel like talking to them anyway. I just want to disappear at this point.
Everyone thinks I should get out of this place. They’re probably right. My friend and I have been talking about the future. It makes me happy… But… I can’t… I’m sorry I know… I do want that but for so many reasons I can’t.
I’m still eating but I haven’t changed how much I smoke. I’m drinking off weekends again and I’m debating on picking my blade back up. It’s just a temporary set back I suppose…
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you’re not alone, you’ve got us.