The pain is deep,
The pain is real,
Sometimes I wish you knew how I felt,
They give me medicine to make me change,
But anothor anti-depressant wont make me sane,
You say take your medicine,
Yet I still feel the same,
Great Ive given myself anothor black eye,
My only regret is youll suffer but why,
The punching myself eased the pain,
The chord around my neck makes it so real,
That a matter of life is just seconds away from finally ending and taking this pain.