really says it all, it’s always promises they can’t keep with other people. I try to be true to my word, and fail consistently when I depend on others.
My last good therapist got promoted, and I tried to be glad for her, she recommended me to a new lady, who did two sessions with me, then today I found out my insurance won’t cover her, so given that those two sessions were about getting to know me, I’ve been wasting my time. Now I have to wait until the 28th to get another initial session, which I plan to open with; “Are you sure you’re covered by my insurance? because if you aren’t or if you are up for a promotion in less than six months I suggest we just call it quits, I’m sick and tired of opening up to people and them bailing on me.”
can’t imagine how that might help, but there it is.
Also, every time I log in it asks if I’m a human, and that has me wondering; do robots get depressed? Don’t they deserve to desire to be turned off when people are done with them?
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That sucks about your therapists, I’m so sorry. I couldn’t handle that. It’s hard enough huh? I hope when you get your next one…that they can be there for you for a long time. You deserve that, we all deserve that.
I’m heavy too and your robot comment made me smile. You ask good questions. I hope your day is better tomorrow.
Wow yea it’s exhausting enough to open up to people, so much worse when they’re like ok see ya later. Still it’s good that you’re trying. I know what you mean about not wanting to depend on people. But I guess when we quit trying that’s the final slide.
I bet there aren’t too many depressed robots because the ones who are really screwed just reach around back and flip the off switch.