God fucking damn it. I thought it was only the second day. I thought i was suppose to be taking it today. I dont understand what happened, where the day went? I was keeping track. Every day i told myself “ok you just took your pill yesterday” or “you need to take it tomorrow”.
I fucked up…… Part of me says take my pill and just continue like it’s fine, of course there’s that part of me that wants to say fuck it, i don’t give a shit.
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How long have u been on your meds?
I think a doctor would say take it and keep going like it was fine.
lol im not following a doctor. i dont know why i would when i can clearly prove im “better at it”.
i mean, the psychiatrist i had
1) diagnosed me by handing me a printed off sheet from webmd (that i already read) and asked if i felt like it fit after doing a quick questionnaire thing that i probably also did online a million times
2) told me i have to “give it time to work” even though i expressed serious problems that one cant just live with
3) handed me off to my family doctor before i was anywheres near close to feeling like its manageable
and my family doctor gave me another problem by having me take too much medication. (it was temporary, more of a huge annoyance and extra money spent, but he should have known better. also not in relation to mental health meds)
so…yeah…..ill be my own doctor thank you lol
I mean, yes, I agree that they don’t and can’t know everything, I assumed these meds are helping do as they are intended in which case picking up the dose would be appropriate, however, if the meds are not doing as intended or causing ill effects then maybe getting off of them is the way to go.