I have no more fight left in me. The weight of leaving is heavier than the weight of staying. The struggle of being alive has taken its toll on me. I’ve lost. I surrender. I gave up the war. I can’t even recognize myself anymore. Just want to go “home”, nothing more, nothing less…
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your struggle is enough. retreat instead, you’ve fought so far! that’s brave of you..
i know this war seemingly never-ending, i know what it’s like to not have a place where you belong, but perhaps some rest will do for now. tomorrow is another day, repetitive? maybe, i don’t know you, i don’t know how your life goes and what you’ve experienced and lived through. what your mind holds dear and what stories your scars hold, i can’t tell you to simply “keep your head up!” because that along takes a lot to do.
but i assure you that you’ve fought so well and so bravely, you’re a person who can only do so much. please don’t consider the thought of letting yourself succumb to your enemy just yet!
I get you
I do understand the feeling. holding you in a big tight hug. <3
I understand tour feeling. I’m quite sure that I will give up the fight early