i still get nightmares about my ex.
i wake up in cold sweat, still wondering if they’re spamming my phone with apologies, excuses, pleas, or just menaces. i have dreams about them crawling back to me for revenge, mocking me. sometimes i do have dreams of them being nicer.. but i always remember about how much they stalked me. im surprised there hasn’t been a bomb sent to my house since they probably still have my address.
i’ve heard their voice in my dreams, its been such a long time. it was soft.. but i still get shaken up.
no, i dont miss them in any shape or form. they were the one to break up with me. i left it all behind, my friends told me to never speak a word to them, and i did. i withstood all the texts and messages from many, many alt accounts and never said a word.
i still worry about them stalking me, i worry that they might have an account on this site too and that they might be seeing every post i make. i worry about them still having my address, as mentioned. i just want to be forgotten about, i hope i am now.