So, I’m trying to not want to die enough to be fun to hang out with tonight, right? And I’m watching videos of suicide survivors trying to find a reason not to kill myself. They start talking about all the things they would have missed out on- their kids, their music, their dog, whatever.
You know what I would have missed out on if I had succeeded in killing myself at 16?
It speaks for itself, doesn’t it?
Anyways. I had to get that out of me. Let’s see if I can shut my brain up and not cry long enough to make my friends happy. Hope you all are having a nice evening, browsing a suicide website. Check out Our Flag Means Death if you got the time. It’s a good show.