I plan to kms on November 23rd .
I don’t really know how or where but i know when …
I plan to do it on 23rd but the date doesn’t really matter , at least it’s on November.
My heart melts with joy and anxiety thinking about it .
i am really lonely since he abandonned me.
was one of the best friend i ever had ; met him on September 14th after talking about the perfect buddy with my friend Justin .
I met him and instantly became crazy about him!
we held our hands together right after meeting.
Then life was like easier when Devon was here.
He stopped talking to me after his awful boyfriend made him do this.
we started talking back right after them breakup .
we start making out together , i was in peace !
then he left me and stop talking to me until September 1st !
he went back with his awful boyfriend and abandonned me another time on September 14th of this year…
he said that even if he wanted to , he can’t be my friend….
a week after that , his boyfriend assault me while i was walking ….
Now all my demons start eating me again …..