why is my love never good enough for you?

I let you fill my lungs and mind with toxins

and although

the excitement last a couple mins

your effects latch onto me like a mother breastfeeding her child

i love you so much

even though you assaulted me

and try to forcefully rip apart my heart

the moonlight is green tonight

everyone in the whole world is cheerful

I love you so much

if I don’t have you I’m going to pour gasoline and set myself ablaze

for without your love I can’t live

without your magic I see no point in living

I’m afraid that i’m so in love with you

i’m willing to sell my body to monsters just to have your embrace again

why is my love never good enough for you

again?