I couldn’t wait until death could just meet me. Hopefully it would be a swift occasion. It’s wild how some people’s purpose in your life was to just make you suffer and then leave.
I don’t want to remember those things I lived through. I shouldn’t have been made to live through them in the first place.
Suicide may take people’s attention but for how long? The world would move on. People move on. I just want to be validated for what I do and I’m not getting them just like a billion others. I’m not special.
It’s okay. The less special I am the easier I’ll pass.
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“Suicide may take people’s attention but for how long?”
Good question. A few minutes perhaps, unless your suicide impinges upon peoples self interest you would be forgotten almost immediately. It’s only family, unless one is from a so called ‘dysfunctional’ family who would care. Friends or relationships are not a good enough reason to continue with the struggle. Absolutely no one cares except for family in the long run.