empty, that’s all I can seem to say to myself, empty, somethings missing where there should be something
sadness like a song I can’t get out of my head, hopelessness is an endless nerve grinding beat, was always there, I just lost the ability to push it away
how can I have all these words? how can I have skills? how can I seem to have so much potential?
but nothing, empty, not even enough to go outside some days, like today. Just sitting, empty, wishing I had something to do, someone to be…. but I don’t. my heart, my head, my life, empty