Just find it
Just find it
Just find it
Is the only sentence that echoes
Down these halls
No rest for the wicked
How dare those who will not submit, those who will distract and pretend on their own terms even breathe
How dare you lie if not for others
But how dare you succumb to the pressure to pretend to pretend for others just so you can have peace from the vice of pressure in your head
Wave the white flag and not see that you are not just a liar, but the queen of liars
Nobody ever says these things
Even this construct in your head is a lie
And who said you are to pretend? We said it, but not in those words? Another lie
Oh, the ever growing web, you poisoned yourself with interpretation
Just find peace
Just find peace
Just find peace you don’t even deserve
The voices you hear are really you
Pregnant with the stories only we can tell
You have to accept them even though you don’t want to, you hypocrite, if you want to be accepted you must also accept
Close the doors in your mind only 50% of the time
You will not be safe if you do not come out into this dangerous world
Oh look, all these grey areas, they have so much meaning, so much to be deciphered, pulled apart even though you would rather leave the mystery be, splitting hairs is excruciating but it is your duty