I started to thinking again
Should i juat die leaving this world before this year ends
I keep losing what i love
My mom said dont depend yourself on someone
Depend on yourself
I cant
When i dont have anything good left inside me
And thats why i choose to live for my dog
Why you always being so harsh to me
You said i cant even cry when im feeling sad
Even you cry when you have a bad mood
I saw it
But why i cant even tho you know that its only hurting me more
Why are you so harsh to me since a kid mom
Why…
I really cant take it anymore
I really want to go
I cant believe and trust anyone
I really want to go
Leaving all this pain
Why you dont understand even though i shout out my feelings to you mom?
Why you dont want to understand?
Im hurting here
It hurts so much
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hmm…maybe my comment doesn’t help anything. if you have someone to talk , that they really know you and your problem, sharing with them it’s ok. it never solve the problem but maybe it can reduce your feeling. sometimes life can give us the reason to life in the way that we never expect. hope you still strong to facing this broken world