Just about. I realize that the prof might not know to give me a grade. He might have to be reminded after adminstration notices he doesn’t send in a grade by the due date. Then he will remember and give me my failing grade. I’m only really writing now because it helps me calm down to a degree. These last few hours have felt like an eternity. Yesterday seem to have went by quick. Today it is slow. I went grocery shopping this morning. I also had to stop by the lab to scrap off the plate I redesigned out of the 3D printer. I went by after I got groceries. I also realized that I would be passing by that small little food pantry. It’s this small little structure that people can leave food in and people in need can stop by and take some food. I always told myself I would put in at least a granola bar in there once during the semester. I forgot the whole semester. Now that I had a full box of granola bars freshly bought from the grocery store, I could keep my promise. I left about half the box, 6 bars. I hope somebody is able to get through one more day because of those bars. The more and more I think about it, there’s not a chance in hell I won’t get a failing grade. I noticed I got two As for my other two classes. I did the math, and regardless I would fail. Pretty funny. Could have sworn I got a B in the foundations class. Doesn’t matter now. I’ll probably post again when I finally get confirmation that I failed. I got a whole lot on my mind when it happens.
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Waiting is always the most difficult. I’m glad there’s a little food pantry and you gave out some food. It really does make a difference, child me would’ve been very appreciative of it at times. And… well, even if you fail, just know you’re not a complete failure. Furthermore, you seem like a decent/good person. Wishing the best.