Something something woe is me, sadness, something something. Suicide is the answer something something, final solution. Insert melodrama about how much I was raped abused etc etc. Something something. All these posts but where is the rage, where is the hatred. The world failed us, we didn’t ask to be here so why aren’t more of us enraged. Enraged at the biggest injustice of them all birth. We should be fighting to have abortions free and available at every Walmart Costco and McDonald’s. Maybe then some poor fuck would never be born to feel this way. Their worthless mothers could do them the biggest kindness of all and chop the head off before it comes out. I wish more than anything that my mother had aborted me. Not being born at all and being forced to live and die ugly are two very different things.
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indie cindy and the lo fi lullabies released their first LP, entitled “Moe is We”
sorry, every time I hear woe is me I think about that, and also the broken hearted crocodile
I think it takes incredible rage, incredible hatred to destroy yourself. Getting the human ego to lie low enough to destroy itself…. not an easy thing, I know, I’ve tried. I don’t hate myself enough, that’s the fundamental problem. With time, and drugs, I’ve run out of energy to devote to anger. For awhile I drove it into my career, but now even that seems pointless.
I think experiencing the kind of hatred caused by being betrayed by the rest of your species seems to incite self hatred in most. We’re conditioned to despise hatred. We’re also the only target that others won’t leap to the defense of. If you go after any healthy person without others to join you….. well good luck with that, society hates it.
and hating the acceptable targets isn’t particularly useful either.
see, the whole social media/political machine feeds on anger and outrage. Since those things aren’t boundless and are really quite energy intensive, eventually we all end up numb to the horrible things around us….. or act out in some way, kill ourselves, kill someone else, both are fundamentally anti social acts. Out of the two, killing yourself is the one that no one can stop, not if you are really committed to it.
“Out of the two, killing yourself is the one that no one can stop, not if you are really committed to it.”
No, they have made it extremely difficult for ppl to commit suicide. They’ve taken away anything that is effective, so one’s best hope is to TRY and hope you don’t live. But that is unlikely as 97% of ALL suicides end in failure. It’s not as if a large portion of those people weren’t committed. If we do not have the proper “tools”/”items,” we can only attempt and HOPE that we do not wind up alive and more physically fucked up than we already are.
It’s gotten harder, many of the less painful and messy methods are out of reach for many. But people succeed from within mental hospitals, institutions special built to prevent it. Someone coldly determined, no emotion left, just a driving desire, yes you can put obstacles in their way, but they’ll get through them.
Almost all anti suicide approaches assume it to be an impulsive and emotional act. For some it is, and they are easily thwarted. But a planned and logical approach…… the system isn’t equipped to fight that. “Mental Health professionals” (a contradiction in terms), aren’t equipped to handle it.
I took a suicidality seminar from a 40 year veteran mental health administrator. At the outset he told us we could not stop a determined suicidal person. If they’re imprisoned, sure, because that’s the most complete control. You can keep someone in restraints 24/7, but medical ethics make it really hard to do for very long at all. Someone with determination, that word keeps coming up, they’ll convince all the doctors that they’re well…. they’ll get discharged, and as soon as they do, that’s it.
i’m not saying it’s impossible, but it’s very improbable, given the restraints and lack of access we have. there are SO many ppl who attempt and wind up infinitely more fucked up than before, but none of those people hit the news. thousands upon thousands of attempts, and none make the news (save for a celebrity). only stories of actual successful suicides make the news. they make the news BECAUSE they are rare. but bc they always make the news, then we believe that there are SO MANY successful suicides bc we always see that in the news. when in reality, for every ONE MILLION suicide attempts, only 30,000 actually succeed. That’s not a lot.
“All these posts but where is the rage, where is the hatred.”
Lol, idk about other people on here, but I sure as fuck am full of rage and hatred. To a degree that most humans cannot image, even most ppl here.
People have not lived MY life, have not been screwed over as I have been, over and over again by shitty ass people, and by this shitty ass world.
Honey, you’ve NO idea how rage-filled and full of hatred and disgust I have for this shitty world and the people in it.