It’s hard to say what the truth/reality is. It feels like most of the time, because it’s been a rough couple of months. It’s about how much is expected of me. There are times when it actually manages to be less than I am capable of easily doing…. but I haven’t figured out how to keep that up long term
Coming back from a pretty strong desire to die two days ago…. I’d probably still feel that way if not for the medications. Now I feel empty…. keeping myself alive seems like plenty of work as is, I don’t need more.
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I kinda want to kms but it’s hard atm
It’s hard to say what the truth/reality is. It feels like most of the time, because it’s been a rough couple of months. It’s about how much is expected of me. There are times when it actually manages to be less than I am capable of easily doing…. but I haven’t figured out how to keep that up long term
Coming back from a pretty strong desire to die two days ago…. I’d probably still feel that way if not for the medications. Now I feel empty…. keeping myself alive seems like plenty of work as is, I don’t need more.