Jack

I feel sad, I feel like shit. Not many reasons to live anymore at the moment.

I wish I had an amazing life like in sci-fi movies

I would kill myself but I don’t because at the moment I don’t have a more painless method of choice.

I feel like I want to explode like a bomb, it would make me happy
I can’t hold on anymore

I think about setting myself on fire.

It’s kinda like I don’t wanna live but I don’t know if I really wanna die

I already have that melancholy feeling when it’s almost autumn

A Joke:
Someone says: I have good teeth, they are white like sugar. A friend replies: mine are better they are like brown sugar.

I have some suicidal thoughts now

We shouldn’t even exist

Some people and my relatives are functionally stupid, I can’t believe I’m part of this “family” but I admit I’m stupid too but in my own unique way.

30 years old, never had sex, never had a girlfriend, never had my own house, car, money, job, still living with my mother and grandmother, they don’t understand me, make my life hard, I take these antipsychotics for more than 10 years, all this time I’ve been suffering so much, I can’t connect with anybody, my neighbors suck. As a child and teenager life had ups and downs. I have problems because of these pills but doctors can’t help me. My father lives on a different street from the same neighborhood, he has his own problems. Both of my grandfathers are dead.

I feel like I have a blockage, I feel like a prisoner, like I can’t escape, like I can’t keep evolving, I feel stuck. Feeling like I can’t take it anymore.

I wish I meet people who resemble me, who can understand me, who share my point of view or ideas, and together we try to achieve some things.

I can’t stop thinking about death. Maybe I would stop if I would find something nice to do, to feel good and to do some nice things that would take my death thought away. I don’t know exactly what things I should do that would make me feel better.

I don’t see why should I keep living and I think I might kill myself soon.

I kinda wanted to die because I wanted to escape this lifes problems but I don’t think that death will bring me the relief I want. I think that suffering might be present even after death because I might exist in a different way. I think there is another realm after death, I wish there was nothing because I want to die and that’s it.

Who can say that it understands this life, this world? Send me to him or her if you know someone

I’m bored and tired of my life

Imo the problem is not dying physically but dying inside, your soul must live or you feel empty