Many of us are indeed full of contradictions. Parts of us want to go, other parts want to cling on.
School is not forever, if you can make it through. Circumstances might be different on the other side. And you may be surprised how much your loss could effect your family, however “lesser” you feel in comparison to siblings.
But none of that helps with the way you feel about yourself, the way you feel inside. That’s what I find difficult to cope with day to day, and I wish I had answers to give.
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Many of us are indeed full of contradictions. Parts of us want to go, other parts want to cling on.
School is not forever, if you can make it through. Circumstances might be different on the other side. And you may be surprised how much your loss could effect your family, however “lesser” you feel in comparison to siblings.
But none of that helps with the way you feel about yourself, the way you feel inside. That’s what I find difficult to cope with day to day, and I wish I had answers to give.
I don’t expect all the answers from anyone. It just means a lot that you read and responded to my post. It makes me feel seen.
I’m glad 🙂