I think about this all the time. For me, it depends. If I were to die an instant death (headshot, explosion, etc.) I think I might be okay with that. Aside from that, I’d like to have autonomy over my own death.
Yes I’m ready if it looks natural and not gruesome. I’d still be painful for my family but sufferable in comparison to my suicide. I’m getting desperate nowadays, only yesterday was googling “how to get cancer quick and hide it still last stage?”
Didn’t get any relevant results ofc :\
depends on how. Not in a car accident or in any other violent way. Apart from an explosion, a really hot and fast one would do
also for sure not ALS. Geez, if I had ALS I don’t think anyone would begrudge me killing myself, the death is so awful.
I have some I’m on the fence on, like stroke or anuirism (probably mispelled that) liver or kidney failure
but I’d take heart attack, cancer, high fever, anything where the failure is fast and complete (I know cancer isn’t one of those, I have my reasons on cancer)
I’m not afraid to die. If someone told me “you’re going to die in x time (where x is a definite amount of time)” I’d respond “cool, thanks for the heads up.”
heh, fairly early I dealt with the other people trying to kill me, because in the culture I live in it’s a frequent figure of speech “I’m going to kill you” or some variation. My response has always been “make sure I’m completely dead, or I’ll return the favor” No one has ever taken me up on that, to which I account that they were just trying to be vaguely sinister, and I can be worse no matter what they say.
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I think about this all the time. For me, it depends. If I were to die an instant death (headshot, explosion, etc.) I think I might be okay with that. Aside from that, I’d like to have autonomy over my own death.
Yes I’m ready if it looks natural and not gruesome. I’d still be painful for my family but sufferable in comparison to my suicide. I’m getting desperate nowadays, only yesterday was googling “how to get cancer quick and hide it still last stage?”
Didn’t get any relevant results ofc :\
depends on how. Not in a car accident or in any other violent way. Apart from an explosion, a really hot and fast one would do
also for sure not ALS. Geez, if I had ALS I don’t think anyone would begrudge me killing myself, the death is so awful.
I have some I’m on the fence on, like stroke or anuirism (probably mispelled that) liver or kidney failure
but I’d take heart attack, cancer, high fever, anything where the failure is fast and complete (I know cancer isn’t one of those, I have my reasons on cancer)
I’m not afraid to die. If someone told me “you’re going to die in x time (where x is a definite amount of time)” I’d respond “cool, thanks for the heads up.”
heh, fairly early I dealt with the other people trying to kill me, because in the culture I live in it’s a frequent figure of speech “I’m going to kill you” or some variation. My response has always been “make sure I’m completely dead, or I’ll return the favor” No one has ever taken me up on that, to which I account that they were just trying to be vaguely sinister, and I can be worse no matter what they say.
I’d say I’m ready. Sad there’s no real easy way of doing it. It’s time to rest in external sleep ?