Just once in my life, I’d like to actually make someone’s day better. It feels like no matter what I do, I actively make everyone’s lives worse.
Honestly, my family is the only reason I’m still here. I don’t want to make them sad, but if it weren’t for them, I would’ve already spared everyone the misfortune of having to live with me. It’s not like the joy I bring to family means anything either, since parents like their kids by default.
I have zero friends and I’m bullied every day. Basically, outside of family (who like me by default) I have nothing to provide to anyone. I’m worthless trash that’s a burden to everyone, but… I would’ve liked to wake up knowing I left the world better off than worse
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Those sadistic bullies deserve everything that’s coming to them. They’re assholes and the world is full of them even in adulthood. Do not be afraid to stand up to them and speak your mind. You’re not trash, one person’s perception—even an entire group of people’s perceptions—do not define who you actually are. People are tribal by nature and one person can poison an entire social circle against you. They have no life experience and perspective. Humans are a finicky creature. You know who you are inside and it’s not trash nor are you a burden. Without even knowing your family, I can say with confidence that they appreciate you being alive and part of their lives. For what it’s worth you’ve already made my day better. Stand tall turtle.
Thanks schizm 🙂
For sure. I changed my username. Keep your head up! (: