First, I would like to say acknowledge that the title sounds like it would be great as a metal song or band name.
Moving on from that, does anyone else have sudden urges to self-mutilate at times? I’m not talking just cutting, btw. I mean some hardcore horror movie-type of stuff like eye gouging or tearing away flesh. Yes, I know my inner darkness is showing… I’m just curious if that feeling is just a product of my own insanity wanting to see if I’m not completely numb yet or if other depressive people have these dark periods meaning I’m not alone.
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I was just having one about mutilating my feet, specifically I was thinking about squeezing until my thumbs break through skin, muscle and bone…. gosh that’d be satisfying
Or maybe bending them backwards until bones break… they’re attached enough that I’d get a significant amount of pain, but far enough out that I could get pretty far before passing out. Plus, huge arteries in the legs and feet, decent chance of bleeding out.
or maybe just taking a saw to my ankles, I have plenty of ideas.