I am nothing
My existence is empty
I only matter when you want me
You are only happy when I’m drowning
It’s not like anything I dreamt of
I will let the blood gush out
Until there’s nothing left
To match my insides
It used to hurt
Now I feel nothing
I don’t think I’m real
Please tell me this is all fake
Yea, I’m not the same
Maybe you’re the one who changed
I can’t do this anymore
So close to jumping out the window
I can’t think straight
Suicide on my mind every day
Forever 27
I just need to find the strength to let go
I don’t trust anyone
Demons my mind has created
It’s my own little world
It’s not real…
I hate myself for even dreaming
Fuck, there has to be a way out