See you went way deeper. and somehow that deeper one isnt so much the issue. I’m accepted as much as I think I can be. I have this weird charisma, people in my in group are somewhat mesperized by me, this is an IRL thing only. It’s an equal parts fear and charm thing, I think anyway. See, it’s really hard to get honest answers about it from people.
But they do what I want them to, they’re predictable enough and that’s fine.
However, what I want is support. I want to be able to live the lifestyle I choose. If I wanted to do nothing but study, I want the backing to live that life. I’m not that well off right now.
and I want to be left alone
so, it’s just that plot of land paid for that it comes back to, plus a few improvements so I could live off the land if necessary…. the comfort of never homeless, never losing my most important stuff…. I’d be a lot less anxious
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In all honesty, a cure for my glaucoma. My severe loss of vision over time has really boosted my depression to incredibly problematic places.
See you went way deeper. and somehow that deeper one isnt so much the issue. I’m accepted as much as I think I can be. I have this weird charisma, people in my in group are somewhat mesperized by me, this is an IRL thing only. It’s an equal parts fear and charm thing, I think anyway. See, it’s really hard to get honest answers about it from people.
But they do what I want them to, they’re predictable enough and that’s fine.
However, what I want is support. I want to be able to live the lifestyle I choose. If I wanted to do nothing but study, I want the backing to live that life. I’m not that well off right now.
and I want to be left alone
so, it’s just that plot of land paid for that it comes back to, plus a few improvements so I could live off the land if necessary…. the comfort of never homeless, never losing my most important stuff…. I’d be a lot less anxious
well, i certainly want want security too- i need more money to live a better life. i’m tired of being poor and sick.