How many of us are into morbid stuff?

I’m almost as morbid as they come. I think I’d have to become a mortician, which given the events of the last few weeks doesn’t sound so unappealing anymore. I work in the death and the suffering and the misery, then I come home and read horror, watch true crime and so on

Anything can be morbid though, as death is everywhere life is, and a few more places. Butterfly collecting is morbid, pinning dead insects to boards and cataloging them. Heck, I played a game with some pretty morbid unicorns, they kept murdering innocent bistanders!

I overindulge though, get really down into the pits of missing children and whatnot. The whatnot is WORSE, if you can believe it.

So what I tend to prefer is something more middling; morbid with some bent of humor. Awful but ironic. Because most people don’t get it, death is probably the funniest thing of all. Especially what some people will do to avoid it, that stuff is absurd.

I’m still amused by the outcome of this attitude of mine; death can come for me at any time. Tonight if it likes. I’m already living my life as though it’s both about to end and that I may have to endure a few more decades of it. So I have just the slightest of self preservation instinct.

but death and destruction are like potato chips, the more you eat the more you want to eat. There has to be a limiting factor, for me it’s time that I don’t have to read or watch stuff that is less than really stimulating for me.