As the title implies, how do you find a desire to live when you are spiritually/emotionally dead inside? As an example, imagine you are in a sinking ship or a burning house, normal people would try to escape while I would just sit there with a bored expression on my face. In such an event, I think I might feel a slight joy at my possible demise but that’s it.
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i wish i knew. if i was in that situation i think i would hesitate leaving, but eventually instincts would kick in and override my train of thought and i will sheepishly run to safety. in a way i think i’ve been living like this for a while, like living a boring empty life is better than a black void. i don’t believe in that anymore
I feel like I want to share some of my story with you since you mentioned ,sinking ship or burning house. That same adrenaline you feel to escape that is the same felling I have constantly since going to court on a gram of thc oil charge with no record and I’m absolutely terrified at what that small town might do to me. The adrenaline I feel now is the same escape adrenaline you described. I hope you find peace as do I.
A short and abrupt answer to your question is, I won’t.
I’ve asked that question many times on here. Guess no one has an answer…