I’m wondering if most of us here feel like we’re failures/losers/lagging behind everyone else?
It sure is the case for me- I was on the up and up- did everything I needed to- and then…lost my confidence, reeled into depression, lost more confidence, reeled into worse depression, leading to losing more confidence, leading to a bottomless pit of depression.
I fucked up- I shouldn’t have quit back then- I haven’t been able to pick myself up since. And I had a slew of shit happen since then, which wouldn’t have happened had I not made the fateful mistake/decision.
Yes I know, none of us have a crystal ball, but I feel like I keep fucking up and making all the wrong decisions, and my confidence and happiness in myself have disappeared.
Not sure how to change the course of my life…
Not sure what the “right moves” are now…