I will do everything to create a good life. But if my wife dies before me, Im killing myself. 100%. Sorry, not sorry. I simply will not live without her. I refuse it.
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which is where we differ, at least as of right now assuming I’m right. My wife has life insurance, and it’s enough to pay off all my debt and get me out of here.
I expect I’d be shattered, but, I might survive. The enticement of a debt free existence might just be enough to keep me puttering along. My wife and I have actually discussed if such a thing were to happen, and my directions are to become a strange old man, which I think I could just manage.
I’m with you Plainwhite. I’m not married but I have the same mindset. It’s a weird irony when you live to take care of someone else and make them happy, whether it’s a partner, a child or a parent. It gives you incredible strength, more than you’d ever muster for yourself, but if they suddenly vanish then so does everything that keeps you going. It goes beyond ordinary grief.
So. I got shitfaced on St. Patricks day, and this is what this is. I came on the website and was very surprised to find a post by me, myself. I dont remember at all writing this, I was very drunk. I apologize
I find that extremely sweet dude. You got drunk so you said “I don’t know if I could go on without my wife, she gives me reason to go on.”
I get drunk and start rambling about horrible things being done to marginalized groups and other depressing stuff…… I mean that’s a guess, I haven’t been drunk in awhile. I get high and sing sad songs. Well, I used to….. now I don’t get to do anything. I mean I could drink. It’s just lack of will to do it.
You have a good point. Just be careful if you do drink, alcohol is tricky.