Trying to just move into a 1 bedroom next week.
I’m tired of trying to explain myself when it comes to how I’ll make payments and the like…
Everybody is saying to stay the course another year and get it together, stay with your brother. I’m fed up, not with my brother, fed up that this is the best I’ve been financially so far. I’m not saving much money, I’m trying to get some better certifications and move up at work… It just seems like despite what I’ve done to get to this point, it’s just not enough. Nothing seems to prove that I can just go ahead and move into a 1 bedroom.
I have family that cares, I’m lucky and I know it. I need to do SOMETHING on my own, make my own way. Me staying with a roommate or in a 2 bedroom with family just keeps me in this loop of leaning on someone. How am I supposed to be self sufficient if I’m in a 2 bedroom, annoyed with myself? Sure I save money, but I’m so so fed up with living with roommates. Sick of paying for a lot of things.
I have a path I’m trying to go on. I need to do something on my own. I feel like if I really can’t find anything affordable, then I can’t do anything.
I’m just angry. Angry and tired. The one plan I had to prove that I can do something independently is fizzling out. I may not have a choice now.