I just realized I had a strange visitor the other night in a dream, I’m not certain what night he showed up. However what night doesn’t matter. The issue is that the emotional charge changed. Previous times I was pretty sure I wanted to kill him, and this time I didn’t. I think I even commented on it in the dream, because it was strange.
The thing is that I’m not sure what really happened to him, and I don’t want to know. He was my best friend in high school, but he showed up again after my divorce and we lived together for awhile until had a fight and that’s how we left it. His girlfriend who was also a close friend of mine from way back showed back up in my life and she’s completely moved on and that is probably what brought it all back up.
I don’t know what it means though. I can hazard a guess that it is something about being ready to leave.
If only that would catch up with my bank account.