General The Life That You Want by eternaldarkness 10/13/2025 written by eternaldarkness 10/13/2025 “The Life That You Want is on the other side of the work you’re avoiding” 3 comments 1 Email Related posts What’s the point 12/6/2025 12/6/2025 I Did Nothing For 8 Hours 12/4/2025 12/4/2025 A Thousand Years 12/2/2025 Fate 12/1/2025 12/1/2025 Alone 12/1/2025 Those horrifying reflections….. 12/1/2025 12/1/2025 3 comments Soda 10/18/2025 - 3:51 pm God I wish I could go back to my early 20s or even teens and do things right. But that’s the trouble…you can’t have that knowledge until you go through life. I would’ve been way happier in love/career, and likely would’ve been rich if I made some small changes….zigged when I should’ve zagged. FML. Early 50s now…hoping to try to cobbled together a better life…but a reset would be preferable. Log in to Reply Soda 10/18/2025 - 3:56 pm At the same time, I also realize I had my shot at life. I’ll never get the redo I wanted. Had a health issue requiring medical intervention…so I’m ready if I’m headed for “the end” so be it. I’ve accepted that a long time ago. Talked to some people who experienced Maid firsthand with family, and it seems it’s running smoothly in Canada. So this is the perfect way out. I only wish some backwards countries like the US offered it to suffering Americans as well. So at least I always have that available…but I still plan to make the most of the next 20-30 years if I can. Should my health decline then I won’t hesitate to ‘check out.’ I’ve had enough. Log in to Reply Soda 10/18/2025 - 3:59 pm *health decline drastically… Aside from the incident I recently experienced, I’m actually overall pretty healthy. Just need to get in shape and go after my dreams. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All new comments Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.
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God I wish I could go back to my early 20s or even teens and do things right.
But that’s the trouble…you can’t have that knowledge until you go through life.
I would’ve been way happier in love/career, and likely would’ve been rich if I made some small changes….zigged when I should’ve zagged. FML.
Early 50s now…hoping to try to cobbled together a better life…but a reset would be preferable.
At the same time, I also realize I had my shot at life. I’ll never get the redo I wanted.
Had a health issue requiring medical intervention…so I’m ready if I’m headed for “the end” so be it. I’ve accepted that a long time ago.
Talked to some people who experienced Maid firsthand with family, and it seems it’s running smoothly in Canada. So this is the perfect way out.
I only wish some backwards countries like the US offered it to suffering Americans as well.
So at least I always have that available…but I still plan to make the most of the next 20-30 years if I can.
Should my health decline then I won’t hesitate to ‘check out.’ I’ve had enough.
*health decline drastically…
Aside from the incident I recently experienced, I’m actually overall pretty healthy.
Just need to get in shape and go after my dreams.