Moved into my place yesterday. Didn’t realize it was in the backyard of some older couple’s house. It’s out in the boonies. Same with the warehouse I’m working at. Honestly it’s the perfect size for me. One room with a small kitchen and a tiny bathroom. I never needed a lot. One thing that I don’t like is that it’s on the second floor and the stairs are right there by the room. No door separating them. I always feel like I’m going to trip and fall. Break my neck. Can’t afford to get drunk in my apartment by myself cause I know I’ll end up dying that way. And that’s not really a way I want to die, which is weird that a suicidal person is choosy. Otherwise it’s fine. The older couple, which are the landlords, seem nice for the most part. They mostly talked to my dad. Old people talking to old people. I have a feeling I’m going to piss them off with how quiet and to myself I am. They seem like the type that demand a friendly neighbor. I just mind my own business.
Everything is like 20 minuets or more away. Fucking grocery story and pharmacy too. Major pain in the ass since I grocery shop like twice a week. Don’t know if I’ll have the energy to do so during the work week though. Gas is also going to be a pain if I want to do anything besides work and go home.
Start at 9 AM on Monday. Going to be shown around by the maintenance manager. I guess maintenance is another word for technician. At least it is for people who try to advertise the job position. 6 months. I doubt I’ll be putting anything I learned in my 8 years of schooling into this, but I can’t say I learned much either so I guess it evens out. This really was the best I could do. If there was ever a sign that says “Yeah that’s about it.” it would be this. Maybe breaking my neck on the stairs wouldn’t be so bad. If it does happen I just hope it’s quick and painless. I don’t want to be lying at the foot of the stairs in excruciating pain staring at my broken fucked up body waiting to die. That’s kinda the only reason I don’t like it.
Just remembered the song all of a sudden. I have no fucking clue why they use clips of The Predator in the music video, but it’s kinda funny.