What do you do when you’re at your max of what you can handle? When you are back against the corner? When everything in your life is broken in every way. There is nothing to be happy about or be “joyful” or “grateful” for. There is nothing good in my life. I am pretty much living purely out of spite.
I don’t know who to talk to (therapists and suicide lines have been shit). No “friend” cares or wants to listen.
I don’t know where to go (live)- money/cost of living issues
I don’t know what to do- how to get out of my situation when I am sick and poor?
I basically need to fix my health and need to live somewhere better (move to another state or country). But what do you do when everything in the US is too expensive? And going overseas has it’s issues too- mainly that 1- I can’t speak the local language and 2- I am disabled so how do I navigate and live in a brand new country knowing NO ONE?
I NEED A SOLUTION.
If no solution, then I’ll continue to rot and get worse.
I can’t even go to other depression sites bc apparently I’m “too depressing.” If you can’t be depressing in a depression group, then WHERE TF can one be depressed at??
And SP is kinda dead. Very few active posters and commentors.