Living in an old ass run down house means having the pipes burst and having no water – can’t shower, can flush toilet, can’t use sink. Yet fucking again. The pipes have frozen and burst 3x in the last 3 weeks.
And for all the people that say “money isn’t important” – fuck you. I hate those mfers. They have never been poor, are tone deaf, And have no clue how much struggles the poor go through every single day.
I know it’s too late but I should have never moved here. My health has suffered so much since I’ve gotten here. And once your health declines you can’t move out and leave. And I only get sicker living in this shit hole.
I totally and completely resent every single one of my family that is pushing me to move here. And then when they got here, completely abandon me and didn’t help me one fucking iota.
I wasn’t too bad off when I first got here. But now, after all these injuries all these infections, and all this other nonsense and stress- has caused me significant decline in health.
I wish I could go back in time. I was fairly normal and ok before coming here. And now I’m fucked. Just fucking great. And I never wanted to come here to begin with. I fucking hate all those people that Gas lit me into coming here.
This is a fucking hell hole. And I hate every single fucking family member that has abandoned me the second I got here. And done nothing to help me one fucking iota.
I’m so pissed. I wasn’t that off before I got here. I was on my way to moving overseas. And I would have had a brand whole new life. But noooo. I had to be gaslit and lied to you to come here, and now I’m stuck and my life is ruined.
I fucking resent what they all did to me. And now I’m stuck in this hell hole, body broken, caused indirectly by all of them.
Oh yeah, and the pipes broke because my mother is too cheap to put on the heat. She likes it at a freezing 62 and at best 65. One day I put it up at 69, not even at 70, and she was having a cow yelling at how it’s “80 degrees in here.”
It’s so fucking stressful living here. I literally don’t have working heat, working toilet, working shower, working sink, working AC many many MANY times throughout the year, bc my mom is cheap and doesn’t take care of the house properly. Bc that involving spending money.
She doesn’t get that you actually spend MORE by being cheap. Or not putting on the heat bc she doesn’t want to pay the heat bill. And now the pipes froze and burst yet again bc shes too cheap to have the heat on. Never mind the fact that I’m freezing my ass off here. She doesn’t give 2 shits about me. But now she’s a little more willing to put on the heat but only bc so the pipes won’t freeze. Not because she gives a shit about her own daughter freezing. Oh no. Not at all.
UPDATE:
So my uncle wasn’t able to fix whatever problem it is so no water at all for the rest of the night until someone can come fix it tomorrow. Water has been out since this afternoon.
Can wash hands, can’t brush teeth, can’t flush toilet. Lovely -_-