I have ruined everything. All I want is to be with my wife. To kiss her, hug her, see her, talk to her. But because of my selfishness, shes saying she doesn’t want to be with me anymore. Nothing Im saying changes her mind. These days burn my spirit like dripping acid. All I do is cry, and wish for a reality that I can no longer have. A reality I didnt appreciate enough while I had it. And so now I have Hell. I have created a complete nightmare.
My spirit cant handle or accept this reality. Its nothing but pain, grief, sorrow. She is gone, I cant have her back, and everything is completely my fault.
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Live and learn brother. I was idealistic when I was young too and whenever I dated I girl (I was usually picky), I never thought I’d find someone better and I always did.
Up until I got too busy with education/work….I didn’t prioritize relationships and then it was too late…I missed out on many opportunities.
Figure out what you did to drive her away and just make sure you don’t repeat those errors with the next girl. Women need space, have your friends and let her have hers.
Women are turned off by clinginess, smothering or being treated poorly, cheated, common sense stuff.
You sound youngish, so you’ll probably get many more opportunities, cherish each one…I squandered mine like a moron, thinking it’d never end.
What did you do? (like infidelity or something)?
“Nothing Im saying changes her mind.”
–As a woman, it is not words but ACTION that will change her mind.