Even dying seems impossible task
Complications they like to mask.
Methods just to hard to obtain
Or other ways that cause to much pain.
So many responiabiltys are reasons I should stay.
But the will of life they took away.
Life is hard but so is getting my end
How much longer do I have to pretend.
This life is not real it is like acting in a play
But this lie I live can not forever stay
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Hi Julie, another nice poem. Hold your head high and be strong.
LB
Thanks
I think we are all just trying to hold on aren’t we?
Just nice for somewhere to go and say it without be judged.
Jules x
I find it is the only way I can say how I’m feeling 🙂
Whe I say It I just seem to ramble about nothing
Jules x
Plus like my thearpist says you don’t have to be good as long as it helps
Jules x
Yes writing helps too
My daughter writes lots of fantasy books and she says it helps with her depression.
Not sure about talking to ones self?
I found that made me worse and that is why I started writing it out 😉
Jules x
wow julesplus your post actually is very true, i like it.
@Rogue i do that too as well as im sonewhat a loner
I know exactly what you ment been doing this all my life and I’m 40.
Been teching myself with help of thearpy to let it out this last year.
What we do is very clever but is also a survial technique and can be soul destroying as well as a saviour.
Though lettting it out has been very hard and very raw I also find that a wieght has been lifted.
You have time though to figure things out
Jules x