i just dont know how i feel anymore, about anything? that doesent really make sence but thats how i feel. i feel completly alone, dont really get out of bed either.. when i go see a few of my close friends i feel normal and good for a while but i suppose thats because i just get stoned. i suppose ive told them how i feel but they dont get it, they just reply with shit like things will get better but i dont feel like they will? i feel empty and drained and bored of living. i litterally stay in bed and listen to depressing music all day everyday.
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its the hardest thing to do but get out of bed, even if you just go for a shower and get back in, even if u just grab a coffee and go back home or go to the supermarket, it takes alot of fighting to move on, i hope you manage some of it .
That basically sounds like my day..except I dont get stoned..
Birthright is right though, it takes a lot of fighting to move on.
I usually bribe myself with a bite of food when I finally get up, especially since theres some pineapple cake in my kitchen that is amazing…Thats so off topic but it helps me get out of bed to go get a slice before my family eats it.
Anyway if you want to talk…you could always text me..
hahaha exacally what i do execpt with chocolate cake or to get some weed loool and thankyou, its great to know im not feeling this alone! :p
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