I want to die so bad right now. Surprisingly peaceful at the moment. I wish it was my last… I’m failing again. I’m no one… I just want to go. Just leave this place for hell. Sure it’s a lot better than here… I know I said I wouldn’t do it here and I don’t have a gun here anyways. Trapped :/ God I wanna go back. I’ve actually considered cutting deep and going like that… Just cuz this hurts and I don’t want to wait. It’s so long before I get back to the gun -.- I hate this feeling.
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Hey – you just told me to hang in there….. now YOU gotta do the same.
Please. I can not possibly make it alone.
Me either! You were gonna leave me… No one makes me smile like that. Please don’t leave me and I won’t leave you.. This puppy needs her dinosaur… 🙁
Man, you sound depressed. I’m guessing accountant or pathologist.
if only….. if only.
me? I’m only 16 -.-
It least it rules out an occupational hazard. Nonetheless, you are under the age where you can lawfully purchase alcohol which could be an explanation.
So, why are you so upset?
um -.- is there anything I’m not upset about? :/ but I was really upset when I typed this cuz I thought I was gonna lose lifeblows and he’s helped me a lot already so it really upset me.. -.-
Well it’s good that someone is helping.
Hey, I’m depressed about most things too. I find that the best thing is to focus on something really important to me and no matter how much nearer or further away it gets, keep concentrating. Because, there are always going to bet setbacks which cause you to lose ground. Someone told me once that the race was not won by the brave or the swift but those who could endure.
🙂