I’ve never done anything like this, expressed my emotions to strangers, well hell i’ve never expressed anything to any one but my one best friend. He knows my secrets, my darkness, and my occasional brightness. It makes me wonder how many people there are out there, real people. People who can feel things who can understand.
I am not suicidal, nor do i have suicidal thoughts, but I’ve let it cross my mind once or twice.
I am not happy, Im not sad, not in love, not skinny, not fat, not tall, nor short. i am average. I feel things very much the same way everyone else does. I have tragedies and victories I have dreams, i fail. I love and hate. I am a sister a friend. I am just like everyone who lives and breathes and right now my breathing is jagged. It hurts to force myself to inhale, and exhale. It hurts..
I am average. I am living. I am searching for anything to believe in
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I feel like I can help you. I am only 14 but I care about you
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To my dearest “thegirlwhostoppedtheworld”:
You are only human! So forgive yourself if you do things the way every other normal person does. Even so, I am not certain what you may be going through right now, but if it’s one thing that I do know, is that this too shall pass. Like you said…you have experienced joy and hurt, hatred and love, happiness and sadness. Perhaps you are just going through the motions of the negative aspects of this list. But if you don’t want to be average in life, find your niche; discover anything in life that you are good at and improve it. One thing you can never be average at it being yourself. So improve your character and create a better you. Always stay true to yourself and in doing so, you will become a better person internally. Even so, I hope that all the hurt you are going through makes you a stronger person because that which don’t kill you can only mmake you stronger. So keep shining and continue to search for that which makes you stand out from the rest. never be afraid to be different, unique or an individual. It sets you aside from the crowd. May peace be with you always and may your positive emotions hurry up kick into place. If you ever need to vent or perhaps smile even, contact me at angeloflight91@hotmail.com
i love average. (seriously)