what!? i swear, 5 minutes ago i was happy…smiling even! today was a good day!! now im fighting back crying??? im worse…now I WANNA FUCKIN DIE NOW?! dear geezus i just wanna be happy an d stay thhat way.. BUIT NO IT DOESNT WORK LIKE THAT!? im sick of this…ok so what if i die? ha im sure my bf wouldnt mind. im sure my family as hell would NOT care, so why dont i just leave. NO SHUT THE FUCK UP! i have to be happy. sorry but bipolar wont let me but only on rare occasions, ugh. this makes everything so much harder. oh well life isnt easy aint it? not at all
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I know. It’s funny how quickly it can change your mood. Just one little thought, or seeing something that might remind you of something depressing; can completely kill your mood. It’s not easy but what else can you do than just try to get use to it?