Cheers !

Tonight i’m drinkin alone. Got a moldavian wine, italian food and english movie. What a mix. At daytime i was going home, was searching my passport – will go to international rescue mission soon. My dream came truth ! Far away, another continent, with hot firefighters trying to rescue people from eartquakes, bombs and so on.,

Anyway, when i was searching my passport i found a few boxes of old letters and pictures.. My boyfriend who suicided.. left so many love letters and pictures. 3 years past and i havent been on his graveyard. Today when i read those letters and everything i understand myself. He didnt realise how much we loved each other. That fucking ************ depression took him away. I would do everything to see hm again one more time. I would tell him that theres no day without minds about him.. 🙁

And my friend who died before two months 🙁 i miss them so much ! I just want to meet them after death finally.

Cheers this wine to my dead friends and family! To my mother.. She was perfect. i want to be such woman one day. Cheers to her! she died when i was 17th.

CHEERS TO ALL SUICIDE PROJECT MEMBERS! CHEER TO YOUR WAYS! CHEERS THAT YOU WILL NEVER CHOOSE SUICIDE. CHEERS TO YOUR HAPPINESS! CHEERS TO US!

HUG