Oh and did I mention I broke a very suicidal mans heart today? He hasn’t emailed in a couple hours… It’s my fault if he’s gone… I’m such a stupid person…
But he was the only person there through everything… All the fights and panic attack things and the cutting, suicidal moments and all those nights I couldn’t sleep he stayed up with me. He was always there. And he was the only one… I have no one to go to. No one that was there and knows the story and knows me as well as him. Even not as a couple he’s my best friend but even that’s gone… I don’t know what to do or who to turn to…
I remembered something a bully once told me “If you give up, I win”. Don’t give up. If you do, then that means that he was more important than you are. Which he isn’t. No, not by a longshot. It hurts to move on, but it must be done. By eliminating yourself, you don’t harm him, but only yourself. If you need someone to talk to, I am here. My email is takuna2010 @ yahoo.com Don’t give in. Prove to the world that you are better than he is.
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Who picked who.?
The boy I love… The one person who seemed to care and who was there through everything… And he chose the other girl…
Oh and did I mention I broke a very suicidal mans heart today? He hasn’t emailed in a couple hours… It’s my fault if he’s gone… I’m such a stupid person…
Kiss me. Joke. how old are you. Dawn.?
Hnag in there, you will have plenty of opportunity in life where guys are concerned.
The sadest thing I read here on SP is about people being suicidal over a relationship at a young age. There will many loves during a life time.
Love and relationships what a difficult emotional minefield.
Sorry. Bad joke. Who fucked you over.?
They will come. Like that movie with kevin costner in it.
You will find love. And lose it too. And find it once more.
Dawn, everyone loses at least once in love. We have all been there.
But he was the only person there through everything… All the fights and panic attack things and the cutting, suicidal moments and all those nights I couldn’t sleep he stayed up with me. He was always there. And he was the only one… I have no one to go to. No one that was there and knows the story and knows me as well as him. Even not as a couple he’s my best friend but even that’s gone… I don’t know what to do or who to turn to…
I remembered something a bully once told me “If you give up, I win”. Don’t give up. If you do, then that means that he was more important than you are. Which he isn’t. No, not by a longshot. It hurts to move on, but it must be done. By eliminating yourself, you don’t harm him, but only yourself. If you need someone to talk to, I am here. My email is takuna2010 @ yahoo.com Don’t give in. Prove to the world that you are better than he is.