I wanna die so bad, I cant wait, I cant take anymore

Atlanta, sure know the place your at. Hopefully you can find the peace you seek, I am so scared to take the steps/actions of ending my life. I have a method wich I really don’t care to use, and I don’t think it appropriate to discuss on SP with the guidlines asking us not to speak about them.

I have a second method also, yet probably don’t have enough of it to make it happen, don’t really want to get real sick and throw up all over the place.

There is a thrid option, which would definitly involve major stomach pain yet if I did eat it and not whimp out it would kill me, pain is not anything I want on the way out. Pain is what I want to leave behind, any method should be as quick as possible if suicide is what we choose.