i am lost i hate my life i want to die i want to die… i still love my ex or bf or what ever he is.. but only problem he doesn’t love me back he did at one time he said he would never let me go he said he loved me he said he was sorry for leaving me…. i started cutting again it numbs the pain i find it starting to work again i want to try to kill myself again nothing in my life seems to be going right at all the only pills i have access to are my antidepressants, sleeping pills, and pain killers (sleeping pills and pain killers are over the counter and antidepressants are prescription….) any ideas of what i should do? i am empty and alone i feel sad and i always want to cry.. i feel like i have no feelings but sadness
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go within yourself. you are a beautiful soul. regardless of anything you are here. you have a chance to live. to feel alive. don’t waste it. someone i know did. and it hurts so bad. it kills to know that anyone is in that much pain. you are not alone, there is energy all around you. and you matter otherwise you would not exist. i hope that you stay alive. if you do, you can help this world. im think it will be more of a beautiful and bearable place with You in it. that’s how i feel. i wish/send the best to you. may you feel whole and remember youre never alone-go within (that’s how i survive, if you go within there’s light and love and peace and even euphoria)
You are not lost. You are not the only one with a broken heart in the world. If he doesn´t love you don´t give a sh*t about him, he doesn´t deserves that you die because of him. If you die he won´t care so, be happy with yourself. Give a time alone with yourself. I don´t saying try to forgive him, he was special but his time it´s over, continue your life, you will find someone that cares about you, but remember care about you first, if you want to have a relationship you have to love you first, you don´t have to change your life because of another person if he loves you he have to love you as you are. And believe I had some big issues on my life, a lot of break hearts, someone kill my brother, my family is all break apart, there are people with bigger issues. Hope you see the light after you read this.