Aghhh I dint think these thoughts would come back. Wanting to disappear, be in my own world. Where there’s no problems, no arguing, no one to blame me for everything. Suicide?? I thought this thought had left. Maybe it never did its been deep inside me just wanting to come back out again. I admit I’m a bit scared… I don’t like it very much having these thoughts. I just wish I knew how to get rid of them…..
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Replace them with better thoughts, flood your mind with things that make you want to live, drown yourself in them.
NOT LITERALLY
Well my friend, what exactly are causing these thoughts?
I try to but I guess this negative energy is just to overwhelming.
Well one thing is when my parents argue my father blames me for everything. This is a reason I started cutting years ago. I went to a therapist he told me that I wasn’t to blame. But now I’m surrounded by negative energy n him telling me this.. At first I was like ok he’s just mad. But hearing it over n over again I’m staring to once again believe it. :/